Not someting you want to hear from someone that had their 20th birthday yesterday on the 4th. but in all honestly it SUCKED! I would just like to take a moment and tell yo what has been happening to me the last couple of weeks.
Okay so 2 and a half weeks ago my mom and dad went on a choir tour. I had 12 days of piece withut having to worry about my loud, annoying, jumpy (sorry if thats mean), nieces. to say the least I really enjoyed it. This tuesday they got home and i descovered that my mom and dad both got the Swine flu while they were gone, My mom is still feeling the effects becuse her amune system has trouble taking that sort of thing. My week was pretty normal, the same old same old. I played Destiny Online, watched a few movies chilled back and relaxed, etc.
If you told me that the Swine Flu would prevent me from having a normal birthday a few months ago you would probably have me staring at you with a crazy look.
No I did not get the Swine flu
But my mom getting over the swine flu made it so I had to basicly throw all of my plans out te window for my birthday. I wanted to go places and see stuff.
I didnt want to go without my mom because I just wouldn't be able to enjoy it without her plain and simple. I just settled fora movie and fireworks yesterday and decided to just quit thinking about all the stuff I could have done. but in all seriousness I am really dissappointed and sad that my birthday didnt turn out better, I've ad better birthdays in the past.
I know the world does not shift in my direction when I want it to. i never as for anything, I never want anything, I'm not a really wanty kind of person that thinks everything should go her way. I just wanted this ONE thing to go inmy favor. I am greateful for the fireworks those were fun and I got a video (which I'll post later). but I was a little melencholy the whole day, and bored which no one should feel on their 20th birthday. :(
sometime in the future I'd love to go to an amusement park, the museum, go shopping, go to my favorite resteraunt, etc. I think that would more than make up for the sad, dull dissappointment that my birthday was.
I'm glad Xanga is here, this is one of the few places I can actualy express how I am really feeling when I really need to express it. I alllways keep my feeelings to myself most of the time, its nice to vent.
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Happy birthday!
I suppose in my experience, even at their best birthdays never quite live up to their billing... but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
@Tiny_Tim_01 - Atlest i get tot go to the beach next week XP