Not someting you want to hear from someone that had their 20th birthday yesterday on the 4th. but in all honestly it SUCKED! I would just like to take a moment and tell yo what has been happening to me the last couple of weeks.

Okay so 2 and a half weeks ago my mom and dad went on a choir tour. I had 12 days of piece withut having to worry about my loud, annoying, jumpy (sorry if thats mean), nieces. to say the least I really enjoyed it. This tuesday they got home and i descovered that my mom and dad both got the Swine flu while they were gone, My mom is still feeling the effects becuse her amune system has trouble taking that sort of thing. My week was pretty normal, the same old same old. I played Destiny Online, watched a few movies chilled back and relaxed, etc.

If you told me that the Swine Flu would prevent me from having a normal birthday a few months ago you would probably have me staring at you with a crazy look.

No I did not get the Swine flu
But my mom getting over the swine flu made it so I had to basicly throw all of my plans out te window for my birthday. I wanted to go places and see stuff.

I didnt want to go without my mom because I just wouldn't be able to enjoy it without her plain and simple. I just settled fora  movie and fireworks yesterday and decided to just quit thinking about all the stuff I could have done. but in all seriousness I am really dissappointed and sad that my birthday didnt turn out better, I've ad better birthdays in the past.

I know the world does not shift in my direction when I want it to. i never as for anything, I never want anything, I'm not a really wanty kind of person that thinks everything should go her way. I just wanted this ONE thing to go inmy favor. I am greateful for the fireworks those were fun and I got a video (which I'll post later). but I was a little melencholy the whole day, and bored which no one should feel on their 20th birthday. :(

sometime in the future I'd love to go to an amusement park, the museum, go shopping, go to my favorite resteraunt, etc. I think that would more than make up for the sad, dull dissappointment that my birthday was.

I'm glad Xanga is here, this is one of the few places I can actualy express how I am really feeling when I really need to express it. I alllways keep my feeelings to myself most of the time, its nice to vent.

So my mom decided to make home made cookies before i went to church. I hadn't eaten anything pretty much before church yesterday, so wheni got home after church i had something to really look forward too. she made Oatmeal raisin, and chocolat chip cookies they were great.

We had macaroni and cheese (home made) as well yesterday

dont you just love little things like that?

this is for all those people out there who have moms that cook really well like mine.

Don't you just love it when she cooks? I love it when my mom cooks. I have a lot of good memories of stuff she and my dad have cooked in the past. My dad is a good cook as well. I think parents cooking stuff for their children that is really good is a great benefit in a family. Its nice to give your kids some good memories like that. I love my memories.

My mom is making this really good soup "Chicken and Dumplings' soup its so good! She's been making it every since I can remember I love it so much. There are so many great things in it. I love the dumplings though those are great.

There's this other thing she made yesterday (Chicken and Broccoli casserole) Thats so great. it has chicken and broccoli and cheese sauce stuff, and you have it with rice.

Cream tuna and eggs over rice is good as well. Its basically tune, eggs, and cream of chicken soup, and rice. I've allways loved that.

Those are just a few things that she has made that I rally like.

My dad makes really great chicken, and really great steak. (Mmmm)

I'll put a picture up later maybe of the soup.